The year i probably wont want to remember but im sure ill look back fondly someday. Starting off Jan 1 looked like it was a blast. We had a new years party here at the house. I remember that. Aaron turned in early. He was still living in the back at the time. Everyone else […]
Read more "2024 in review"Being a Paramedic/ EMT for any length of time is difficult. Especially in a busy system where you are repeatedly exposed to things and situations the average person will never see. Ill spare the details but the take away is that I have CPTSD (Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). Whereas someone may have a traumatic […]
Read more "LARP Saved my life"Im doubtful anyone follows or reads my articles. I dont even find the interesting. This is more for me and documenting my life. To preserve it for my future self should my memory fade. Im not looking for an audience. I just want my truth to be told. Not that im looking for consequences but […]
Read more "Update 9/4/24"I hate sitting here in idle. Ive been an active person all my life. Up early in the morning and up all night until everyone has gone to bed. Its a stark contrast from working over 12 hours a day 4 days a week and being force mandated to work more. To nothing. I hate […]
Read more "Idle"I have to be careful of what I write. Too much may get me in trouble later on down the line. But I also have the right to speak my mind openly and honestly. Since I was wrongfully terminated life got hard. I knew I couldnt afford to stay in the home I had been […]
Read more "Despair"I feel myself secluding myself from everyone and everything. The past 4 days I’ve had raging anxiety that I can’t explain. I don’t usually if ever get anxious but it was a persistent feeling of panic (as if the world was ending) and paranoia. A good example of this is how I went to the […]
Read more "Slow drift"Over the past 2 weeks several of those close to me have been sick. K****, J*****, T**** and one other all tested positive for COVID recently. A***** and my mother tested negative but both have a horrible cough that has lasted for weeks. Many co- workers have become ill as well. Im not sure I […]
Read more "New Years Update"To celebrate my 30th birthday I decided to do something a little different. Normally when I activate a peak via CW I record the entire activation and fully decode all the CW when I get home. Its slow, takes forever and now my SOTA points are backlogged waiting for me to listen to the recordings […]
Read more "30th Birthday SOTA activation W6/NC-432 Chabot Benchmark 2"It has been nearly 8 months since my last update. I have a tremendous amount of personal issues going on in my life that I likely won’t publish until later on down the line. This is my personal experience during covid for the last eight months. In January /February covid started to taper off a […]
Read more "COVID Update, United States, California"5/2- 5/5: Semi uneventful shifts. Out of 7 calls we would respond to 3 would be transports. Most of them we would show up on scene to and only required some community education. Nothing crazy, just things like.. if your a diabetic you should check your blood sugar and you need to take your insulin, […]
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